Matthew 7:1
"Do not judge so that you will not be judged"."For in the way you judge, you will be judged; and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you.
YOU (the devil in me)
Today, exactly a year ago, marks the day whereas my reputation was tainted; people put me to the cross and called me names. My humility and patience was tested but I thank the Lord, My Father who made sure that I won't do anything that I would regret.
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this but my emotions dictated me to do so. Possibly, the wounds are far from being healed or probably because I'm a ticking time bomb just waiting to explode, given the current circumstances. So I guess writing is better than exploding. =)
YOU, you have caused me a lot. Like you, it took me a while to have the courage to say something I really mean but unlike you, I won't let other people be in our mess. This is just between you and me.
YOU, I thought you knew better. I thought that you're the type of YOU who would be careful enough to protect your name. Unlike you, I would do everything with CLASS to protect mine.
YOU, you forgot about self respect and respect for others. Unlike you, over the past years, I've learned that loving yourself first is the best way to go about life. God, myself then others (in the exact same order).
YOU, the emotional suicidal psychopath, the liar, the dependent, the attention-seeker you ruined you and your relationship to that one person who you think didn't care for you. Unlike you, the worst thing I could do when I'm mad is to trash my stuff, curse and cry myself to sleep but never ever hurt, accuse, judge and convict someone I barely know.
YOU, you took matters in your own hands. You forced someone to be with you and blame your lack of efforts to others. Unlike you, I am writing this now because I don't want to be YOU. I want to embrace the uncertainty that my relationship offers me and quit it if it doesn't serve me good anymore.
You're right, the truth shall prevail and you're right when you said that karma is on its way. Guess what? I wish you won't experience those and I pray that God would heal your wounds and make YOU extremely happy. I forgive YOU.
YOU, (the devil in me) could have been me a year ago but I'm glad I chose a different path and that path brought me to where i always wanted to be.
Thank you Lord for giving me the wisdom and the strength to move forward. You are indeed faithful to your promises! lastly, Thank you for giving me a very loving and supportive family!
"Let go and let God"
ME (To God, be all the glory, honor and faith)
